Everyone I've Met Hates Me

I know that this is gonna make me sound crazy I'm pretty sure everyone I've met hates me Did nothing wrong, why do I feel this guilty? I'm pretty sure everyone I've met hates me There's a pounding in my head, when I'm waking up And my phone's got missed calls, so I turn it off I do this thing when I drink, where I talk too much I've got this sick, sick feeling that I've fucked it up Oh, I push too hard and I push my luck again Can we pretend That last night never happened? 'Cause in my head I can't move on 'til we do We do I know that this is gonna make me sound crazy I'm pretty sure everyone I've met hates me Did nothing wrong, why do I feel this guilty In my head again, in my head again? And when the drugs kick in, I'm nervous But you would never know it on the surface I know that this is gonna make me sound crazy I'm pretty sure everyone I've met hates me Can we turn back time, give it another shot? Leave me alone in this room, turn all of the lights off I feel my heartbeat stop and my body shake I got this sick, sick feeling that I'll never change I push too hard and I push you away again Can we pretend That last night never happened? 'Cause in my head I can't move on 'til we do We do I know that this is gonna make me sound crazy I'm pretty sure everyone I've met hates me Did nothing wrong, why do I feel this guilty In my head again, in my head again? And when the drugs kick in, I'm nervous But you would never know it on the surface I know that this is gonna make me sound crazy I'm pretty sure everyone I've met hates me I'm pretty sure everyone I've met hates me I'm pretty sure everyone I've met hates me It's the way that I feel when you say my name It's the fight in the street when I couldn't stay When you've only got yourself to blame To blame, to blame, to blame I know that this is gonna make me sound crazy I'm pretty sure everyone I've met hates me Did nothing wrong, why do I feel this guilty In my head again, in my head again? I swear I never do this shit on purpose My brain is telling me that I deserve this I know that this is gonna make me sound crazy I'm pretty sure everyone I've met hates me I'm pretty sure everyone I've met hates me I'm pretty sure everyone I've met hates me