Jealousy, now I see it's eating up my reality
If you really care about my mindset you'll leave me out the fucking comments
Self-love is a lie, so tired of the resent
Leave me out to die as I start my descent
Wish I had a choice in life, I'd reset
Tired of this fucking bullshit
Girls hit my line telling me about their ex
Spare the details I don't care about the sex
Crying on the floor just trynna find some rest
I'm happy that you're happy but this shit gets me down
Laying in my bed wishing I was him, I drown
Are these thoughts even worth it at this point cuz there making me go round and round
Decisions ain't my front line, gotta stop thinking about you for a sec and focus on myself
I try and try again but I guess my nice side isn't enough to win you over
Insanity closing in I'm losing my composure
Dozed, downing NyQuil I guess I'll never find some closure
No one cares about me in the end so I guess I'll wave goodbye to my exposure
Reality sets in, I'm a loner
Jealousy, now I see it's eating up my reality
If you really care about my mindset you'll leave me out the fucking comments
Self-love is a lie, so tired of the resent
Leave me out to die as I start my descent
Wish I had a choice in life, I'd reset
