This Week

This week, I'm saying all the right things Being a sister to my siblings Going to sleep without the light on Taking a safer way to get home I call my uncles on my dad's side Wishing them all a Happy Birthday I'll wear all my beads I made when I was five Email my favourite band and say, "Hey" And I know Not to get my hopes up But I feel better I feel better Looking for diamonds in the gallows Looking for me inside someone else I left my lane and couldn't get back Found it again, blew out a lit match I'll call my aunties on my mum's side Wishing them both a Happy Birthday I'll throw away shit I made when was five Call back the ones who care and say, "Hey" And I know (I know) Not to get my hopes up (my hopes up) But I feel better (better) I feel better (better) I feel better (better) I feel better (better) I feel better I feel better