The Most Ugly

Maker The Maker, Decider Protected by and smothered with the Labor of others Ungrateful to the end Count your fucking days Deny another truth you promised me Chain the lasting guilt to my legs Throw the white flag high Find a new direction Hold your breath and aim for the floor It sickens me Bred to turn the wheel while rotting from the inside And so I stay Bending from the heat and pressure to be strongest Savor it No need from a father to prove my density Ill willed for refusal To be a victim of your failure to see Deeper Ground to iron Bound here forever I'll make a home in the fire Robbed in my sleep Haunted by the present Forced to feel every step of getting older Savor it Float above a silent world Hovering I'm most alleviated through Certainty Resilience to the pain comes Naturally Ill willed for refusal The truth of how I find my purpose in your absence It sickens me Bred to turn the wheel while rotting from the inside And so I stay Bending from the heat and pressure to be strongest Forget Forget Obey The one That lends an opened hand Welcome Your judgment Crowned by malevolence Forget