What A Life

You won't know it's gone 'til you really know it's gone I been thinking long tryna add up all my wrongs Waking up at 4:00 'cause I got to get it going You wanna know what for that don't justify a response My girl she always text me saying her good morning The hustle be less heavy with her next to me supporting I've been levys tryna get the profit flowing Feel it getting better but reality keep showing Situations handled on a daily basis Calculated risk on how I'm gonna make it Know it's written I just need the pages I meet different face, all walks of life seems amazing It's the little things that's making all my biggest changes The world is tryna test me, you don't wanna know 'Cause you don't know what's gone 'til you really know it's gone You don't wanna test me, been through it on my own Got a hundred thousand demons tryna stop me where I'm going Dining room table, mama begging me Get my life together, swear she's always been the best to me Friends overdosing, Promethazine Start to lecture them like mama did the night before to me Life is always spinning, good or bad I gotta take it how it really be I don't hardly sleep Not because I'm anxious, but I feel I gotta reach my peak A common theme that I built in my mentality Others say I'm wrong like I need rest I've seen life from views of worst to when it's simply at its best Life a game of chess, better make your move I've been making moves, keeping silent, all they do is guess The world is tryna test me, you don't wanna know 'Cause you don't know what's gone 'til you really know it's gone You don't wanna test me, been through it on my own Got a hundred thousand demons tryna stop me where I'm going The world is tryna test me, you don't wanna know 'Cause you don't know what's gone 'til you really know it's gone You don't wanna test me, been through it on my own Got a hundred thousand demons tryna stop me where I'm going Situations handled on a daily basis Calculated risk on how I'm gonna make it Know it's written I just need the pages I meet different face, all walks of life seems amazing It's the little things that's making all my biggest changes Oh, what a life, yeah, oh, what a life Oh, what a life, keep it a hundred all the time Oh, what a life, oh, what a life Oh, what a life, keep it a hundred all the time