fun (feat. Gabrielle Grace)

Was it fun No, it was boring and I wanted fun Why was I so dumb I wasn't dumb Oblivious to what I had become What have I become I just wanna have fun I don't wanna hold onto somebody else I need something real so I can feel myself Growing, changing, I am the thriving one Wish you'd see what I'm spending my money on I'm a little healthier when I'm alone But I've got my friends and they've all met my dog Do they hear the difference in my tone I got to a place where I love myself Talk myself in circles I need a friend To tell me I'm not crazy And make amends I'm feeling like a zombie When I'm in bed Just wake me up I'm seeing the living dead Oooo Are we having fun Oooo I need to call someone To shoot me straight and keep me accountable Remind me that self care isn't flammable I don't wanna hold onto somebody else I need something real so I can feel myself Growing, changing, I am the thriving one Wish you'd see what I'm spending my money on I'm a little healthier when I'm alone But I've got my friends and they've all met my dog Do they hear the difference in my tone I got to a place where I love myself Oooo Are we having fun Oooo Are we having fun Oooo Are we having fun Oooo Are we having fun I don't wanna hold onto somebody else I need something real so I can feel myself Growing, changing, I am the thriving one Wish you'd see what I'm spending my money on I'm a little healthier when I'm alone But I've got my friends and they've all met my dog Do they hear the difference in my tone I got to a place where I love myself