Recoverable

And if there's nothing left There's nothing after Your grin's a bite Made only real with laughter I'm running out of days to watch the time pass I'm running out of ways to make this all last And you don't even see it When it looks you in the eye A preparation's made to never know the reason why And quicker comes the shifting of the currents and the tides A ripple in the water headed to the walls to hide And when did I get lost? I must have never gotten under Like a sound in the dark I guess I never woulda seen it How come I used to know How mistakes are avoided? I guess I used to grow The way that everybody wants And if you want the bridge to catch on fire, You'll have to climb the branch that takes you higher A place for gods and demons to assemble No eyes to see the human you resemble And I don't even notice All the change that comes my way, And way back when is only then A distant yesterday, My hands can't grasp, I'm slipping fast, A precurse to the fall My eyes go black, start rolling back Til I can't see at all And how am I now this? Never notice There's a knife in the back I guess I never knew you'd do it How did I make the choice? How did I lose the voice? That screamed for everyone to hear And if there's nothing left Don't tell me there's nothing left And if there's no one left Don't tell me there's no one left And if there's no one left it's not recoverable