Counting Sheep

1, 2, 3, 4 Don't know how it's 5AM again One too many episodes of Friends Stupid boy's got me rereading texts Though it makes me sick I can't seem to quit the adrenaline Wasting my youth and pressing the snooze when The sun's still in view then why do I do this I'm being stupid, testing my limits now Don't feel alive when I'm awake Not sure if I'm okay Been feelin' like my body's 'bout to break Two melatonin deep, still can't put me to sleep I'm laying here forever counting sheep 5, 6, 7, 8 Making bad decisions I'll regret For temporary serotonin hits, ahh Gambling time and losing common sense I've heard talks from Ted warning me of death, nothing's sinking in Don't feel alive when I'm awake Not sure if I'm okay Been feelin' like my body's 'bout to break Two melatonin deep, still can't put me to sleep I'm laying here forever counting sheep I'm counting sheep Repressing memories that I Wish I could redesign Blue lights, they keep my red eyes company As I, as I fall asleep at night Fall asleep As I fall asleep at night 84, 85 88,89 94, 95 98, 99