Credits
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Ray Rodriguez
Songwriter
Leo Hwang
Songwriter
Nick Dolan
Songwriter
Logan Benefield
Songwriter
Lyrics
I was always searching
Searching for excuses just to disguise the truth
Blaming others for my shit was all that I could do
I was always playing the victim
Instead of looking in the goddamn mirror
That shit's on me, that shit's on me
Why do we prolong the inevitable
Why do we tell ourselves that nothing's wrong
Too many times I said I was just fine
Too many times I said I was just fine
Contrary to my mind
You can see it on my face
I'm not alright
You can see it
Contrary to my mind
Loving and losing you
Look what we put ourselves through
Loving and losing you wasn't part of the plan
But here I am
I'm feeling like a broken man
And I just want you to understand
I'm not alright cause you and i have reached the end of the line
Cause I reaping what I've sown
And now I have to watch you go
We'll be just fine you'll see
In only a matter of time
It's for the better I know
Apart we'll grow
But it doesn't make it easier
In my head tossing and turning
The night's are getting longer
And this bed is feeling colder
So I pour, I pour myself into the sound
This is how i escape
A new reality
The life that we once knew
Is abruptly changing
We fought and we fell apart repeatedly
You didn't want that life for us and I can't disagree
I'm not alright cause you and i have reached the end of the line
Cause I'm reaping what I've sown
And now I have to watch you go
We'll be just fine you'll see
In only a matter of time
It's for the better I know
Apart we'll grow
And it kills me to see our family divide
This time, this time it cuts down deep inside
Do I deserve love
Am I good enough
You'll go your way and I'll go mine
As the pages turn in her life
It pains me to see us divide
I'm not alright cause you and i have reached the end of the line
Cause I'm reaping what I've sown
And now I have to watch you go
We'll be just fine you'll see
In only a matter of time
It's for the better I know
Apart we'll grow
Writer(s): Ray Rodriguez
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