Lately (lately) I've been (I've been)
Trying (trying) to become whole again (again)
Taking ahold (ahold), left on my own (own)
(I lost control)
I lost my heart just to find my way home
Harder and harder the farther I go
Taking ahold, left on my own
I lost control
Ay, I lost control, yeah
I felt pain you never known, yeah
Forever since I feel whole
Used to have hope, now it's all gone, yeah
It's been dark on this road, yeah
It's scold when I'm all alone, yeah
See the love all gone
I don't have a home
The only thing I hold is revenge
Weight on my shoulders, the weight of my sins
Don't need you, now, man, I needed you mad
It playback in my mind again and again and again and again
Ain't no making amends
Ain't no way to forgive
I gave you a task and I gave you a gift
Now you mark, cause the mark what you missed
You a target to hit
Got you all in my lens
This the way that it ends
This the way that it is, man, it is what it is
Gotta get what you give (give)
Now I'm just losing my grip
Slipping, falling deep inside the abyss
Reach out now like who gon save me from this
But you can't save me from this
Left me with scars that I'll never forget
Got me thinking bout now
Lately (lately) I've been (I've been)
Trying (trying) to become whole again (again)
Taking ahold (ahold), left on my own (own)
(I lost control)
I lost my heart just to find my way home
Harder and harder the farther I go
Taking ahold, left on my own
I lost control
Yeah, I've done been to the bottom, it's been my way back
On the defense since, I can remember now
When youngin finally gon' get to attack
And you ain't holding my tongue anymore, I'm tired
I can't run anymore
But I don't need nobody, I can't trust nobody
I don't give a fuck anymore
Heart skipping cold, had a family
But it's different now (yeah), I'm just mad
It took so long for me to figure out (yeah)
That I was drowning in the deep end, nobody wanted to save me
I feel the darkness and I'mma let it out (yeah)
Yeah, when I close my eyes I see suffering
Thought I knew my true purpose, it doesn't fit
Falling deeper
And deeper into the abyss of my past the further I run from it
Should I just leave right now? Had enough of this
I been living this life of monotony (monotony)
Been a minute since life had sudden shift
Got this feeling, I'm going insane, I been searching
I don't know my place (I don't know my place)
God, I'm losing control of myself the more
That I walk on this path of destruction
I promise this will be the death of me, listen cause
Lately (lately) I've been (I've been)
Trying (trying) to become whole again (again)
Taking ahold (ahold), left on my own (own)
(I lost control)
I lost my heart just to find my way home
Harder and harder the farther I go
Taking ahold, left on my own
I lost control
