REVELATION

Forgive me Father for I have sinned You finish my sentences for me Force-feed a narrative that you think of When you're trapped in your insecurities It doesn't matter how I feel or think How are you liberating me? 'Cause you're pulling my heart strings and gaslighting me I'm sorry that your feelings are hurt But you can't possibility keep making it seem like I wasn't there that I didn't work hard on getting me fixed You're mishandling of me when I was a teen Has kept this wounds here for centuries Now this is your final warning, baby, don't you think That instead of suggesting that you're gonna leave If you really cared, you'd be working on this? Nothing you've done is justifiable When are you gonna be accountable? With the snap of your fingers, you're suddenly gone Expecting me to fix what you've done And no more explanations Of leaving me to pick the pieces You seem to reinforce that I'll be okay Haven't you seen that I'm just a broken vase? Like do you feel happy now? Seeing this broken clown? Savaging the parts of me that's tainted by your sound Singing that same old tune that puts you in the mood