The War Within (feat. Krizz Kaliko & CJ Beretta)

Heard home is where the heart is Might have to tear the carpet Cause I ain't heard it beat in quite a bit I might have lost it Buried in the back With all the garbage where we tossed it Swearing one day we'd take care of it But in the process I won't let this get toxic Risk the chance that I'm just giving up Not even a little bit I'll be okay in a little bit It's feeling like I lost it Things get bad but I keep getting up Every day a little bit I'll be okay in a little bit Every day feels the same Saying that we'll be okay In a little bit if we can Make it through this phase But the truth is that it fades A little bit more every day Until the day It's been replaced By animosity This garden sown between us From seeds that we believed in Too focused on producing fruit that We missed what's beneath us The weeds have grown egregious Neglect is how we feed them Til they've consumed all hope Of seeing growth We must bereave us It's best if we lay this to rest Gave it our best but we messed up the test Left with too much stress to assess We progress less every day I digress Gotta find a better way to live Cause I know I got a whole lot more inside I gotta give To the world to the fam to the fans to the kids So before I fall victim to this poison I'mma dip WARBEAR I won't let this get toxic Risk the chance that I'm just giving up Not even a little bit I'll be okay in a little bit It's feeling like I lost it Things get bad but I keep getting up Every day a little bit I'll be okay in a little bit Look Man ya boy be going nuts Anxiety just doubles up Demons keep on rising Blood is boiling as they bubble up Everyday seems like another battle with these dark thoughts Seems I won't find peace until my life's switch is turned off Stand in front this mirror every single fucking day And the person staring back at me is stuck within a cage But the truth is there's no mirror It's not a reflection I see at all It's just me looking at my past an the person now is the one evolved See it took a long time for me to finally make make it here Battling these addictions keeping suicide out my ears Or fighting this depression watching loved ones put in graves But I chose not to be a victim I am no longer a slave BERETTA! I won't let this get toxic Risk the chance that I'm just giving up Not even a little bit I'll be okay in a little bit It's feeling like I lost it Things get bad but I keep getting up Every day a little bit I'll be okay in a little bit Prayed every day Hoping something would change Pleading these feelings Would just take a break If there's a God Then he's long been away We've all been abandoned Alone with no trace Grant me the grace Take me to space Had more than more than enough of this place Give me some space to recuperate Ruminate all of my mistakes And begin to illuminate The path to success if I choose To progress and pay my dues Fight the dark refuse to lose Choose to continue to move my shoes Cause I'm sure I serve a purpose Make the hurt all worth it Every person on this earth Deserves to build their version Of what they see inside Find the will to be alive And strive To be better each day than the last And with that drive You can see new sights And reach new heights Of which the likes you never thought that you'd pursue so since those nights I promised I'd I won't let this get toxic Risk the chance that I'm just giving up Not even a little bit I'll be okay in a little bit It's feeling like I lost it Things get bad but I keep getting up Every day a little bit I'll be okay in a little bit Since the age of 15 man Your boy had a vision Knew that I could change my life If I could get someone to listen Took years to hone my craft Plot and plan out my whole mission Started to catapult my career With every verse that I had written Man I been through the wringer Had some slips and took some falls Spent some years upon this earth And in the time endured it all But I knew I had a gift To reach the top had to risk it all Why have the name of a champion If you never gonna ball? That's why every day I wake up Just another day to conquer Did this shit all on my own with A small gang that's from Wisconsin In this life I've been tested Was presented with some options Either lay down and die Or turn into a fucking monster I won't let this get toxic Risk the chance that I'm just giving up Not even a little bit I'll be okay in a little bit It's feeling like I lost it Things get bad but I keep getting up Every day a little bit I'll be okay in a little bit