On Deck

I hear you barking loud and clear Hahaha But you can't hang with the big dogs Welcome to Nashville I think I'm Barry bonds or Mark McGuire Where I'm from we was taught to play with the fire I'm fighting with depression I'm imbalanced with my chemicals Saw family die from cancer and die from fentanyl So you're the least of my worries mental breakdowns I admit my visions blurry For so long I've been overlooked and my life is like a movie I could write a book I'm having conversations with my demons on a day to day Taking flight no air base In my sleeve I tucked a ace Yea and these artist work ethic is so piss poor It's all about who can ride each other's shhhhhh more Elevator up I'm headed to the 6th floor soul shattered How much can I get that fixed for And I don't need support you can keep the feature in my city I'm like Derrick Jeter I'm a keep on making songs I hope I hit a homerun soon I saw people die over a needle and a spoon Soul get consumed just for a check I been waiting long enough and now I'm next I'm on deck I'm on deck I'm on deck I'm on deck I think I'm Barry Bonds or Mark McGuire Where I'm from I was taught to play with the fire Be quiet when I speak I feel like a lieutenant I'm trapped in my head you would think I got a life sentence A down south menace Giambi with the A's I was born in the 90's Chipper Jones with the Braves I got to much to lose to sit around and lounge My grandfather's looking down saying that he's proud foreal And I done lost to many family members I hope when I get to Heaven that God let's me enter I'm a keep on making songs I hope I hit a homerun soon I saw people die over a needle and a spoon Soul get consumed just for a check I been waiting long enough and now I'm next I'm on deck I'm on deck I'm on deck I'm on deck I think I'm Barry Bonds or Mark McGuire where I'm from I was taught to play with the fire I'm a keep on making songs I hope I hit a homerun soon I saw people die over a needle and a spoon Soul get consumed just for a check I been waiting long enough and now I'm next I'm on deck