How can I find my way while digging these graves
How can I find my way while stagnant in suffering
I can't know peace here
Promised I'd get better but I'm dragged back down by the returning feeling of despair
Wading through this disdain
Light returns and I remember my name
But how long will this last
Cauterize the wound (mother fucker bite down)
I will steal your voice
I'm in purgatory (Burn my effigy)
Medicate like chewing glass
Bittersweet memories of my joy
It gets worse
But I'll wear this sword first and it will be my doom
Pain comes in waves
Pain comes in waves
Clear through the hurt in my heavy eyes
Visions of why I've thrown myself aside
Regulated acceptance unaccompanied by fucking regret
Pain comes in waves
Pain comes in waves
But it's not your fault (If it wasn't for you)
It's not your fault (We could finally sleep)
It's not your fault (Soul rest at ease)
It's not your fault
Exhale (It's not your fault)
