Scorpio SZN

We recordin'? Alright, let's get the sad one out the way I only drink of days endin' in "Y" Mostly 'cause my days endin' in "Why?" Nah, I'm an understanding guy But that still don't mean I can't be wonderin' why These last months been a vibe you started trustin' the guy Even tellin' me multiple times you wanted to run and just hide You prolly cussin' inside, replayed it dozens of times A ride or die, no frontin' not tryna nut and just slide You ain't have to picture the truth When we met, you knew I was a different dude Only thing in my vision was you Couldn't get a sentence out without mentionin' you But it was fictional moves, I tried to grip it like glue Hardest part was cryin' and see it ain't gettin' to you What an egregious achievement I'm sick like a bad leasin' agreement It ain't like you leavin' for cheatin' I need a reason, how did our seasons end up meetin'? These scorpios are horrible, hardly give their heart to hold And when their feelings start to grow, that is when they stop the show Either way a rocky road, its seemingly impossible Why I never got the rose, but I think I've gotten close People sayin' I only see what I wanna see If that's the case, you'd be standin' in front of me Livin' comfortably, fillin' every want and need Seein' you smile, was honestly enough for me Even when you huggin' me, that is where I wanna be So you have to know I was in shock when you just upped and leave What am I 'spose to do? I got a bunch of feelins that all goes to you Felt like all I did was show and prove So why ain't I sittin' here now holdin' you? Every day I inch closer to closure Been an uphill battle, but I'm tryna be a solider Personality warm but my heart is growin' colder Reaplyin' everything and all the passion that I showed her This is how I express my emotions I was flyin' high, girl you had me floatin' But then I heard the words you had spoken And that's the reason I've been sittin' here smokin' Tired of bein' broken and lyin' about the mopin' This nightmare can end, it's time to be awoken