I like dark sad songs helps me get through the day
I love people who do bad things you wouldn't believe no way
It's something eating me alive I can't tell you what it is
I wanna die I don't wanna live
I wanna die I don't wanna live
At times I feel like there's nothing here for me
They tell me that I'm great there's a gift in me
But on the inside something shift in me
Once I dead ones alive there's a split in me
I don't have the guts in me to do it to myself but to others I'll do it
I can't ask for help closest look at me funny if they really knew it
Imma smile crack jokes make others laugh hide the pain that I'm feelin
I don't know who had dealt these cards but why was I in the dealing
The pain runs deeper than anyone's healing
I think maybe I could love life if on prescriptions I was feelin
I like dark sad songs helps me get through the day
I love people who do bad things you wouldn't believe no way
It's something eating me alive I can't tell you what it is
I wanna die I don't wanna live
I wanna die I don't wanna live
