I Didn't Need You Anyway

Serious shit, I feel totally lost (oh, my God) If I'm asking for help, it's only because Being with you has opened my eyes (oh, my God) Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise? I keep asking myself, wondering how (oh, my God) I keep closing my eyes, but I can't block you out Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me? (Oh, my God) Nobody else so we can be free F-f-face in the dirt, kick it in, watch it bleed through You know you left me hurt, using me all just to please you I'm sick of hearing shit, like, "I didn't mean to mislead you" You know what you did, don't lie to me, I can see through Sit back, take a look at everything that we threw away I really didn't want to, but I fucking need to again I took out so much time, now I've got to watch it go to waste Took losing you to realize, didn't need you anyway I don't give a fuck, let it go down to my liver, man Hop inside my car, crash off bridge into the river, man I know that you see me, don't leave me on delivered, man Ecstasy with laced pills what I— Fucked up so much shit, I can't forgive her, man I don't need a shit person, I should consider it Now I'm all by myself, and getting richer, man Damn, it's kind of cold out here, I'm 'bout to shiver O-oh, my God I've been wasting my time for so damn long Everything I've worked for is fucking gone And I can't get it back, so I guess you've wo-o-o-on O-oh, my God I've been wasting my time for so damn long Everything I've worked for is fucking gone And I can't get it back, so I guess you've wo-o-o-on I wish I never hit you up Wish that we never begun Got to get out, I got to run This place is not where I belong And you don't realize what you've done And you don't realize what you do And I don't know how to tell you And I don't know how to tell you that Wish that you could stay Be together for one more day And we could act like it's okay Or maybe all this shit could change It will never be okay You know that hurts to fucking say But it just has to be that way It just has to be that way I let it go inside my body, 'til I can't keep up I made a mess of all this shit, I know I can't clean up Hope you're hearing all this shit, now watch your body freeze up 'Cause I know shit about some people, and I can't speak up All this hope, don't see us We'll keep it all beneath us I fucking need it, but I'll leave it, keep it all between us You know this shit has beat us But I just hope I beat you Was lost before, but we knew I don't fucking need you And it's all in my hands now This was never my plan, no This is just how it ends You know I know that shit I-I-I-I-I know that shit, but your friends don't Face in the dirt, kick it in, watch it bleed through You know you left me hurt, using me all just to please you I'm sick of hearing shit, like, "I didn't mean to mislead you" You know what you did, don't lie to me, I can see through Sit back, take a look at everything that we threw away I really didn't want to, but I fucking need to again Took out so much time, now I've got to watch it go to waste Took losing you to realize, didn't need you anyway Didn't need you anyway, didn't need you anyway Didn't need you anyway, didn't need you anyway Didn't need you anyway, didn't need you anyway -Ay, -ay, -ay, -ay, -ay, -ay, -ay, -ay I don't wanna let you down, I already let you down You know, it's really hard to work out when you're saying "Do you really believe this?" "Do you wanna keep this?" "I don't wanna repeat this" Yeah, I'm tryna complete this now I-I-I don't give a fuck, let it go down to my liver, man Hop inside my car, crash off bridge into the river, man I know that you see me, don't leave me on delivered, man Ecstasy with laced pills what I— Fucked up so much shit, I can't forgive her, man I don't need a shit person, I should consider it Now I'm all by myself, still getting richer, man Damn, it's kind of cold out here, I'm 'bout to shiver, man (And I'm tryna complete this now)