Coraline

Yeah, make it real just like a notary Paranoia got a hold of me Poppa made me wanna hold the piece I was ten when I was building walls I was six when I was panicking I was fifteen thinking suicide Twenty-two, I'm thinking similar things Now I'm looking up from the south side baby As like I look around I see myself like Hades I was never prone to a life I hated Open up my heart, I don't feel so crazy Momma raised me to be pissed off I just wanna pop then I lift off Six below, I gotta lay down Y'all ain't trippin', no, I get it I been scared, I'm terrified I just couldn't handle why Tell my baby, "Be my side" Always on thе edge when things don't go right Things don't go right Things don't go right Things don't go right, yеah If I find nirvana, I'll jump in the water Since I was a kid, I've been running from trauma I'd do anything to feel right Yet I'm running from my real life What's the balance? I don't know Don't know how to manage but I'm loving it, uh I ain't never trippin' off a covenant, uh This'll never fill me it's a supplement, yeah Picking up the phone like, "When you coming home Mike?" I just want the old me don't think he's the grown type I could never help me nothing on this world might Had to go above me, had to fine my home right? Stuck in the middle like Coraline I had to go Yeah, none of you tripping about it I get it I know I been scared, I'm terrified I just couldn't handle why Tell my baby, "Be my side" Always on the edge when things don't go right Things don't go right Things don't go right Things don't go right Things don't go right Things don't go right Things don't go right Since I was a kid I've been running from trauma