I've been dealing with stress
An emotional mess
Losing sight of a life
Feeling pain in your chest
I just stare in the mirror
I'm just scared of what's next!
Heard they call it depression?
I'm conversing with death
There's no friends I could call
There's nothing at all
Confined to myself
Trapped in these prisoner walls
I'm just getting so weak
I can't even crawl
I'm just dragging myself
My ambition is off
My rendition of everyday
Seems to come with a cost
Was it something I heard?
Was it something I saw?
Do I live with regret?
For not making that call
Am I losing my intuition
Not being involved
Is it secrets I kept?
Am I broken inside?
Am I dying to live?
Or just living to die?
I'm just searching for purpose
Can I find it alive?
They say time don't exist
But I'm watching it fly
Why?!
No father figure
But I figured it out
I'm just a father getting figures
That provides for the house
Another nightmare
I'm grieving and believing the doubts
I'm feeling worthless
But perfect when up in the clouds
I hear the serpents
A circus filled with nothing but clowns
It's really deadly
My friends are buried under the ground
It's getting scary
But family is always around
I'm feeling lonely But only
When my emotions are down
I feel defeated
But fighting for my life every round
And it's repeated
Continue till I don't hear a sound
You won't believe it
Anxiety is making me drown
I'm Tired of swimming
That feeling of just giving up now
And I hate it I'm not debating I face it
With Gods Gracious
Guide me through the light
And just brighten these dark stages
I feel it in my heart that a part of me
Stays sacred
Surrender to your power
Empower me with your greatness.
Amén
