Lead the Way

I got some things that I wish I could change but I couldn't Way back I was doing some things that I shouldn't My momma she Proud of the work that I put in But I don't see the same in the places I'm looking They speak on my name tryna see how I'm living Boy you woulda folded up in my position Don't give me advice cus I don't wanna listen I hope that you hear all the words that I'm spitting My brother said he gonna take the pain away but I think it's here to stay Try to run back to the money and drugs but that shit ain't ever gone ease the pain Put on my runners and run through the numbers cus I know that I gotta seize the day Shoutout my mother, my brother, my sister, my father cus they told me lead the way Ay I gotta lead the way I was lacking behind had to get on my grind had to get on my feet Everytime they told me I couldn't do it I took it to heart wore that shit on my sleeve I had to sit in the cell I was going through hell I was praying to god on my knees I needa get the house but I can't cus this shit on my ankle it won't let me leave They won't let me leave They tryna give me 15 months so I gotta make sure I stay clean Wake up everyday hoping it was dream Stay in the house thinking I should be out and I think of the places that I used to be Man I just wish I could go back in time when we didn't have no worries and I was still free But sometimes you need a lil change in yo life Momma told me it's gone be alright It's getting harder to see when the sun gone shine but I follow the light Man this shit can get worse I don't know what to say but I'm thankful that I'll be alright And sometimes you gotta get out of your head and start speaking some truth in the mic I got some things that I wish I could change but I couldn't Way back I was doing some things that I shouldn't My momma she Proud of the work that I put in But I don't see the same in the places I'm looking They speak on my name tryna see how I'm living Boy you woulda folded up in my position Don't give me advice cus I don't wanna listen I hope that you hear all the words that I'm spitting My brother said he gonna take the pain away but I think it's here to stay Try to run back to the money and drugs but that shit ain't ever gone ease the pain Put on my runners and run through the numbers cus I know that I gotta seize the day Shoutout my mother, my brother, my sister, my father cus they told me lead the way