Speaking In Tongues (Live)

For me to go through this it's just tough man And i'm i'm tired I'm just i'm tired you know To think I got this off of speaking in tongues speaking in tongues To think I got this off of speaking in tongues speaking in tongues To think I got this off of speaking in tongues speaking in tongues Speaking in togues I still been thinking bout my life before I had it I was just afraid of being average I just wanna put my mama in a mansion But I was just so motherfucking damaged But still I always knew I was the hottest fucking rapper on the planet Some niggas out of my city they can't stand it they still show me respect And if they don't I gotta motherfucking demand it I swear I do this shit for my Mrs. Fannie if it wasn't for my granny I'd probably be catching plays in front of the Sandy's So many scars ima need a bandage how you say you love me But you turn around and vanish I'm trying my best to try to keep this shit organic As long as I do that I got a motherfucking advantage I been through hell I never panicked I'm just tryna get inside your soul and not your panties I'm just tryna see if it's really worth starting a family Let's come to an understanding Let's talk about the way that we gone plan it I'm tryna build a legacy like Manning Meanwhile tryna heal from issues with my daddy I almost killed the nigga with my semi-automatic Over some shit that shouldn't of happened I'm just glad mama stepped in front of my daddy My feelings hurt my uncle he a addict I looked up to this nigga and treated you like my daddy So how you choose it over your son now We don't speak and look what I done become I washed my hands that nigga tripping I'm done Switch out the stick for a drum ready for war so if you coming then come It's been a minute since I had a lil fun I just been stacking my funds The safe full feel like I finally won to think I got this off of speaking in tongues To think I got this off of speaking in tongues Speaking in tongues speaking in togues If I could bring you back then I would and you know that And every time I get on Facebook I see your motherfucking throwback I got tears in my eyes that got me living through a kodak I was riding with your son wishing I could get my bro back These niggas hoes but you know that That nigga took your soul over a hoe now he can't even get his hoe back Now all I hear you saying is bro don't hold back See brody was a cold cat he told me to keep dropping these cold facts The city hurt I mean the whole Chatt And when I say I got your kids nigga I mean I got they whole back When I ain't have it I knew you would let me hold that But I ain't never ask cus I had to go get my own bag And we ain't cut from the same cloth I got my own rag To many niggas died pick a side choose your own flag You know I got respect for all the fallen soilders But you know I'm saying R.I.P my nigga I'm all about my business i'm tryna break records like the Guinness I just hope they flatten out my nigga sentence at 85 percent then he finished He just 4 years in it they gave my nigga a fucking 10 year sentence I still don't know if he did it When I heard that shit i'm like you gotta be kidding Cause of Covid I ain't been to go visit that shit be hurting my feelings And lately I been searching for healing for all this pain That i'm too busy concealing yea Say latey I been searching for healing yea yea yea yea yea Say lately I been searching for healing for all this pain i'm concealing I'm upset for one reason man cause I'm in here I lost I lost my best friend I lost him and I lost this year everything's going down hill for me Far as just that you know far as my life and then I'm dealing with this right here