I Feel Like Dying

So go ahead and dig my grave, break me into pieces I can't change, hate that, I need it Blow my brains if you're really leaving Can't be safe, so kill all my feelings I've been to the bottom, but you know I still fight it Never sold my soul, so why the hell I can't find it? Everything I want blows up when I'm trying It's so hard to live when I feel like dying Gun to my head, yeah People talking 'bout me like I died, I'm not dead yet Maybe if I did, then I'd be finally getting rest, yeah Maybe if I died, they'd finally listen what I said, yeah, yeah, yeah I'm so sick of people saying that they know what's in my interest Barely go outside and now I really got no friends left So many mistakes, I don't think I got no sins left Killed so many rappers, wonder who they're gonna sin next (Up in flames) (I'm the only one to blame, yeah, yeah, yeah) So go ahead and dig my grave, break me into pieces I can't change, hate that, I need it Blow my brains if you're really leaving Can't be safe, so kill all my feelings I've been to the bottom, but you know I still fight it Never sold my soul, so why the hell I can't find it? Everything I want blows up when I'm trying It's so hard to live when I feel like dying (Up in flames) (I'm the only one to blame, yeah, yeah, yeah) So go ahead and dig my grave, break me into pieces I can't change, hate that, I need it Blow my brains if you're really leaving Can't be safe, so kill all my feelings I've been to the bottom, but you know I still fight it Never sold my soul, so why the hell I can't find it? Everything I want blows up when I'm trying It's so hard to live when I feel like dying