Materialize

Hollow Lately, these fantasies Leave me hollow Just trying to make it To tomorrow If they don't kill me In my bed Sorrow Doing what you can With what you don't know Making little plans That you can follow Do your best And let fate do the rest Just trying to keep up And keep myself from losing touch Addicted to the buzz Cheap cigarettes and paper cuts To make you feel alive To make you feel alive I'll give you everything that you want Just come and get it Maybe we could materialize I've got million thoughts in my mind I'm only human I just want to materialize You caught me I wish this was the end And that this has never been Is it too late to go back? I just want something real I want to Feel something real again Just trying to keep up And keep myself from losing touch Addicted to the buzz Sleeping pills and getting drunk If only for a night If only for a night I'll give you everything that you want Just come and get it Maybe we could materialize I've got million thoughts in my mind I'm only human I just want to materialize I'll give you everything that you want Just come and get it Maybe we could materialize I've got million thoughts in my mind I'm only human I just want to materialize