Won't Let Go

Hate overthinking at night So I put it in my music And I got these drugs by my side So Imma keep abusing My past still haunt me But what scare me the most be my future Snorted a line my heart race so fast I still wish I could go back To the times my dad was alive Up at night I send u phone texts You got yo son here cryin Driving down this road I know I'll crash Fake ones I left behind I got xanax for to balance the low My loved ones died on me I still won't let go Open Instagram New haters Mocking me because I'm Asian Tell everybody I'm out of favors Want you a feature u better pay me This money made me crazy These pussy rappers Caitlin Jenner Y'all be on sum hoe shit Change y'all gender Tryna make my dreams come true Only my nightmares getting realer My sister don't like me trappin Shit our pops ain't here to pay her tuition Put my pride inside my pockets I don't even like to take no Trillers I don't wanna serve no more I don't wanna flip more fentanyl Steady tryna win Feel like I'm dying to live My demons calling me God I'm praying on my knees I'm taking all these pills That shit just help me feel better And I'll still write my brothers letters Hate overthinking at night So I put it in my music And I got these drugs by my side So Imma keep abusing My past still haunt me But what scare me the most be my future Snorted a line my heart race so fast I still wish I could go back To the times my dad was alive Up at night I send u phone texts You got yo son here cryin Driving down this road I know I'll crash Fake ones I left behind I got xanax for to balance the low My loved ones died on me I still won't let go I got me a bitch to hold me down Who always there to make me smile But she don't understand my pain at all She still don't know I risked it all Slip up once it's five years Dad died I wiped my tears Swear this my last year being broke 2021 my year Hate the fact I had to cry over a piece of paper Tryna be so numb forget my past that's why I take drugs Aborted all my kids whenever my condom had slipped up 4 leaf clover on my neck I had to get my luck up I seen it all before me Looked out the window its stormy Even risked my life for the ones Who turnt out wasn't homies I started serving junkies then I ran up sum money I'll save it up to go to America I'm tryna make it out Korea Hate overthinking at night So I put it in my music And I got these drugs by my side So Imma keep abusing My past still haunt me But what scare me the most be my future Snorted a line my heart race so fast I still wish I could go back To the times my dad was alive Up at night I send u phone texts You got yo son here cryin Driving down this road I know I'll crash Fake ones I left behind I got xanax for to balance the low My loved ones died on me I still won't let go I still won't let go I still won't let go I still won't let go I still can't let go