I’ll Never Be Loved (feat. Hamzaa)

Baby, this the last time, I promise I know I promised last time, but now I'm bein' honest You the one that said that the past was behind us But how we gon' move forward if we keep draggin' it around with a slight line? And you've heard this all before, I know, I know But I'm sick and tired of sleepin' on the floor, it's cold I'm beggin' you for one more chance, sweetheart I'm done with my chemical romance And it's been eight weeks I'm clean, I'm sober All the lyin' and cheatin' is done, it's over And all I wanted was your warm embrace But all I keep gettin' is cold shoulders And I don't blame you, shit, I'd do the same, too If I was in your shoes and had to deal with what you're goin' through And all your friends tried to warn you not to take a chance with me You wanted Johnny and June, I gave you that Sid and Nancy, I'm sorry I will see you in the morning If you promise that you'd hold me No, I won't go down, I won't go down I won't go down like that If I have to keep the light on Just to make it through the night No, I won't go down, I won't go down I won't go down like that I fear I'll never be loved I fear I'll never be loved I fear I'll never be loved I feel, I feel And you were there for me at my darkest Held my hand when I was walkin' blind through the darkness Kick it, cold turkey, never once left my apartment Girl, you hold me down, I can't imagine life without you around And now the camel's back has been broken With the same straw that I used to blow dope with Depressed, my head's a mess and I don't think that I can cope with The fact that you're leavin' Sex, drugs, and rock 'n' roll, this shit is so deceivin' It's all fun and games at first until somebody you love gets hurt And that's when it hurts And that's when you call When I was two seconds away from endin' it all Three and a half pints down on a tour bus in Norway In the back lounge, starin' at Heaven's doorway Then I got a phone call and all I saw was your face No one on this Earth can ever, ever take your place I love you (I love you) I will see you in the morning If you promise that you'd hold me No, I won't go down, I won't go down I won't go down like that If I have to keep the light on (Keep the light on) Just to make it through the night No, I won't go down, I won't go down I won't go down like that (No) I fear I'll never be loved (I fear I'll never be loved) I fear I'll never be loved (I fear I'll never be loved) I fear I'll never be loved I feel, I feel And here I go again, tryna fix it with a song I thought I had my shit together, I was obviously wrong The last time you left me, you were right, I should've known When I was sittin' in that Brooklyn basement cold and all alone And I cried until my tear ducts dried up, no, really Swimmin' laps in an Olympic-sized pool of self-pity And I probably hold the record in the Guinness book for most bridges burned That this gasoline smell's makin' me dizzy But on a lighter note, put this in the liner notes I know you had enough and there's absolutely no sign of hope Or any kind of future between you and I If I should die tomorrow, just know this wasn't a lie Cross my heart and hope to live for a few more The worst part is you were who I used to live for And now I'm livin' for me Wherever you're at, I just hope you're happy, thanks for listenin' Nobody knows When you're down and out