Social Anxieties

I went to your wedding You were all dressed up in white And I knew then I must pretend I didn't love you There was only so much I could say about it then But every once in a while I find myself in peculiar conversations With all my social anxieties I never, never With all my social anxieties I never, never I never talked about it You went to the party Someone told you they were sorry But you used the opportunity To throw me under the bus Tried to fall asleep last night But on a constant loop I find That all the things I said today Were crazy or embarrassing With all my social anxieties I never, never With all my social anxieties I never, never I never talked about it With all my social anxieties I never, never With all my social anxieties I never, never With all my social anxieties I never, never I never talked about it