die in LA

I been conflicted, constricted, restricting myself to grow The million ways that could've changed me, I wouldn't know Just went where I was told go, Till me and my growth got stopped by the ends of every road Without the knowledge or faith that's needed to make a leap Without the imagination to get me outta my seat Without the energy that's needed to carry all of my burdens through the rivers and creeks Over hills with an angle too steep It ain't that deep, is all they wrote The sole thing that I have noted that's been floating on my intellect Ready to make amends with myself from the future, Say that I regret I haven't crashed any sooner Catching zzz's, could say i'm hardly ever awake Grown afraid of everything that I put down on my plate And I'm done with it, done with it, don't wanna wait Today, I die in LA There's nothing standing in my way Speed through traffic on the interstate Life moves fast, caught up in the race Flat tire, backfire, crash Tell myself i'm okay 'cause honestly i ain't got time to waste No 9 to 5, it's night and day I don't care if i break I got dreams to chase I'm on a ride, can't hit the breaks Will i arrive one day Or will i die in LA? I got fright to return to the country that I come from Cause the place that my headspace be in, be a bomb one Elevated, energized, I radiate it Put explosives to the walls, they been detonated What once was desolated; prospering, swimming in growth So on top of my shit it's like I'm Swimming in gold With all friends no foes, no cracks in the code, No cons just pros, in control and it shows These stories were never told but now they bout to be Cus I feel comfortable with all of the things that been surrounding me And see, I love to see it but I'm prepared for the fall Cus I know I'ma lose it all Catching zzz's, could say I'm hardly ever awake Grown afraid of everything that I put down on my plate And I'm done with it done with it don't wanna wait Today, I died in LA There's nothing standing in my way Speed through traffic on the interstate Life moves fast, caught up in the race Flat tire, backfire, crash Tell myself I'm okay 'cause honestly I ain't got time to waste No 9 to 5, it's night and day I don't care if i break I got dreams to chase I'm on a ride, can't hit the breaks Will i arrive one day Or will I die in LA? Come back alive in LA? Will I die in LA? Come back alive in LA? 'cause honestly I ain't got time to waste No 9 to 5, it's night and day I don't care if i break I got dreams to chase I'm on a ride, can't hit the breaks Will I arrive one day Or will I die in LA?