I Took It Personal

How can I love you I never learned love to myself I picture us together but I only post myself A favor for a favor not the definition of help I now realize the importance of mental health Sometimes I hit you up just to make sure You don't fadeaway You always suck me dry so I keep you round For a rainy day I always keep it real Even when the person is being fake I cant get out character based on actions you take Women come and go but deep down I know I'm the problem I'll accuse you of cheating and be the one out here wilding I'm only being honest Want to hold me to it well go head and hold it Cant have 2 girls stressing me out cause 1 is my quota Every vacation I'm on you never catching me sober Instead hitting a girl I'd rather ignore her Its so hard to trust a soul It was hard to her let go When I did what I did to chris it was hard to let him know If no one ever told you I'm a tell you whats up One man's queen is just another nigga slut Best way to patch things up is to never patch it I'll say I'm busy and be in bed relaxing Money comes and go but that feeling still feel tragic Don't come to my aid if you going do me like magic Don't do me wrong then tell me I'm overreacting People don't feel their actions till you flip things backwards There's people dead to me just not in a casket I'm nonchalant now but I used to be a reactor How you tripping over someone you don't take trips with How you miss me when all I ever did was go missing How kiss you my ass when I never gave you no kisses How you suck my dick with that same mouth went and spread our business