Dear lord, ask youself
"How many friends do you have by the end of the night?"
"And how many would text first if you stopped texting first?
To fully understand let me take you back a couple months (hey)
I wrote a letter to my self back in december full of grievances
The ink that signed the paper i drew blood from all the pages and
Im tryna find the peace within the chaos of my soul
While writing on my walls with full insanity, i let it go
Here's the contents of the letter
As i wrote it, suicide note
December 27th, feel the past is catching up to me
I spent my life inside this room just tryna find my harmony
But every single song that i have written seems to fall asleep
Cuz i been sleeping on myself since everything is bothering me
My love is locked away, she in the cellar of her pain
And while i write this note i feel the notion of the rain
This energy im floating, incoherent in the way
That i would kill myself if it would mean a better day
Im losing everything i ever wanted to the cycles
They might as well just pass me up and leave me in my castle
Finding nothing seems to comfort in my mind
Insanity is peace, i found it truthful every time
Finding nothing seems to comfort in my mind
Insanity is peace, i found it truthful every time
Finding nothing ever seems to comfort in my mind
Insanity is peace, i found it truthful every time
Finding nothing seems to comfort in my mind
Insanity is truth and i would find it every time
Oh-wah-ah-ah
La-la, la-la
La-la-la
La-la, la-la-la
(Go)
La-la, la-la
(Just go)
La-la-la-la
(Just go)
La-la, la-la
(Go)
La-la-la-la
(Just go)
Yo, so where's the love if trust was never in your fucking motive
I can't sleep, i can't eat, i'm tryna focus
I can't see, i can't breathe
You love the show and
And i know, that you was never ever really the one
I'll forever be alone (ever)
(Cry all night fall)
I'll forever be alone (ever)
Hold me close in your arms
I know, hold me close i
Know that i'll be, alone in
This world, nothings ever
Worth it
