I Swear

I want you to be honest with me I swear Ima be here when I honestly don't care Even if I'm not holdin' I'll leave my share And you can take it all Do what you want with the rest I done been through Bottoms of bottles with you You pour your heart out Then you turn around and shut the door Ima be myself from here on out I know next time you open I won't be around If I won't be around What will I do Ima be able to do what I choose I can be here with you Talkin' bout what you do Oh me, I always lose That's all according to you This love life has been one of the greatest adventures That you took me on throughout my life I been keepin' distance in my life of sin They keep movin' on I'm stuck here to reminisce it Ya di ya ya ya Ya ya ya ya La di da da da I won't lose myself You a fraud That's what you are Part of me that's what your not Like your eyes I get lost in the stars Through the glisten and glamour they damage my heart One too many One more shots and now you talkin' to me Wake up in my bed sober when the darkness leaves I loved myself yesterday when you weren't talkin' to me Now I hate myself today yeah you been gaslighting Da da da All that you bring is damage Yeah you put me in a panic Now I'm done with your antics I'm done Lemme tell you sum' You are the sole reason I won't make it into heaven honestly And that's because you were my biggest demon I had ever seen And now that I have finally let you go My soul is free I want you to be honest with me I swear Ima be here when I honestly don't care Even if I'm not holdin' I'll leave my share And you can take it all Do what you want with the rest I done been through Bottoms of bottles with you You pour your heart out Then you turn around and shut the door Ima be myself from here on out I know next time you open I won't be around