Relapse

I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes (oh) 'Cause it's painful, and it's drain-full (oh-oh) Might fuck around and change you But, it's gon' be alright I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes 'Cause it's painful, and it's drain-full How could you let these niggas change you? This shit doesn't feel alright Sometimes, I be wishin' I could run away And I'm tryna convince myself to put my gun away 'Cause I don't know what I'm chasin' But, all I feel is hatered Wishin' you would've embraced me, just a little bit Yeah, I feel in love with drugs But, that was only 'cause I never felt your love in the first place Now, all it does is bring me down in the worst way (oh) I got a tattoo on my face when I was innocent To remind myself, I got demons, and I can't let 'em in (I can't) Why this life so fuckin' hard? I'm ashamed to tell my parents that I got scars Like they know what those are I put Stephanie on stand-by for Tenisha Then, I hit both of them bitches with the, "Bye Felicia" Two white cups, sippin' on that drink Could be purple, it might be pink 'Pendin' on how you mix that shit If you ain't got money, go get that shit (oh) I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes (oh) 'Cause it's painful, and it's drain-full (oh-oh) Might fuck around and change you But, it's gon' be alright I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes 'Cause it's painful, and it's drain-full How could you let these niggas change you? This shit doesn't feel alright I wish I had the chance to bring back my soldiers If only we could start over (only we could start over) I wish I had the chance to give you closure But, my heart's frozen This shit doesn't feel alright I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes (oh) 'Cause it's painful, and it's drain-full (oh-oh) Might fuck around and change you But, it's gon' be alright I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes 'Cause it's painful, and it's drain-full How could you let these niggas change you? This shit doesn't feel alright