pushing through (feat. Enyaphace & Landon Marcel)

Pushing through my pain Moving out my way God can set the pace My life is full of change It's another day To move deep in his grace My life is full of change Pushing through the pain got me running I be speeding again Over situations that people pleasing see me again How can I combat what they need from me and see I pretend How do I be rocking but deep within I need me a friend Life is something special I'm feining man for a deeper end They peeping and they need me they feel like they way deep in sin They battling They paddling They locked and get saddled in I rock you all to sleep then paddle it He's immaculate God is way too good to me ah I lift his name up through struggles from the enemy ah So ima turn my other cheek when you offending me ah I can't go another day with out me praising him cuz Aye aye aye God is good I put that on the hood When I feel understood I bundle up A stash fire wood And then I light it up Was tired but I say I bright it up Know that I'm higher cause My God above I'm locked in wired up And I admire him Pushing through my pain Moving out my way God can set the pace My life is full of change It's another day To move deep in his grace My life is full of change Dear father here I go placing my burdens on ya Know we ain't speak in a minute this call urgent I feel like I'm losing purpose Or maybe it's just my slight obsession with being perfect My brain is just overworking Like perfect example I barely get through these verses Without scraping the idea cause there's always a better version Or feeling like half the time I'm not being me I'm thinking deep in fear of someone else judging me on the surface Starting to feel complacent 20 years of dream chasing Yet me and success are the furthest thing from adjacent I was 8 sending tapes to labels tryna find our way in Like Shawn Marlon Damon Wayan forget it Sorry for complaining I understand that even in my stressing there a blessing And dwelling on the losses is right when the lesson lessens But ima work in progress sometimes failures just part of the process Bad decisions we can often make When we're often in an awkward state It's optional the way we view the obstacles Through the opticals or off the faith I'm sad to say this train of thought I don't often make No fair so I try to hop the gate With oceans of coping don't get lost in the waves It's surf's up since this hurts up for display Then wiped out till my lights out for the day I've taken too many L's to be cool off of a J I sweat out all my attire Racing trying to reach these goals on flat tires To end up just at tired My God be that fire Who can sit in His throne oh the satire I'm a family guy got it out of the quagmire I subtracted my flesh now I'm blessed to admire How God became that kind of Saul to Paul pathfinder That blind ya So you can see the mask is gone I've drawn nigher