Scars

Woke up feeling like shit, hit her like I love Won't stop telling myself that Im not enough Told mike to get help if he ever love So lost in the dark there's no one to hold me Scars all over my face, no one told me And all our songs about grace, never showing And every wrong that I fucking face leave me lonely You got me thinking you fucking like all of my friends Just by you talking to them Know that you probably not But I can't get all these thoughts out of my head, I'm over it man And you're my drug so if you're to leave, I'll probably be sober again And at this dose, if you were to go, I'd probably die in your hands I'm hearing it over and over again Struggling hard to lower the sound I only get mad at you telling your friends You wouldn't drag me if they weren't around Telling the truth and you never would lie Believing in you or beliеving my mind? Who do I trust this time? I've been ignoring myself and I think Haven't reminded myself to go eat Killing myself Ain't really feeling myself Ain't really been myself Sometimes I feel I should get some help And I know that I feel dead So I need to figure out If I'm hell or heaven-sent Woke up feeling like shit, hit her like I love Won't stop telling myself that Im not enough Told mike to get help if he ever love So lost in the dark there's no one to hold me Scars all over my face, no one told me And all our songs about grace, never showing And every wrong that I fucking faced, leave me lonely Tired of feeling I wake in the morning not making a difference Tired of feeling I'm lonely mourning the vows I shouldn't have given Tired of feeling I'm torn apart with doubts, it's fucking my vision Tired of feeling I'm pouring my heart out For everybody and nobody's listening At least I thought you did Gave you all my heart, now I can hardly give Caution from the problems and the cost it's with And every moment I bleed, then you go hoping for better than me Just know when I go and I leave All you get is photos to remember of me Yeah (yeah) Whatever I'm destined, feeling depressed and Within my chest its, ripping the flesh Give it my best, to live out my blessings Nevertheless, it's written in flesh It's written in-depth like it's my testament I ask myself "am I hell or heaven-sent?" Woke up feeling like shit, hit her like I love Won't stop telling myself that Im not enough Told mike to get help if he ever love So lost in the dark there's no one to hold me Scars all over my face, no one told me And all our songs about grace, never showing And every wrong that I fucking faced, leave me lonely