And so I guess I want to say thank you
For engaging in the very human practice of occupying time with another
Crying in color
Seeing each other
In the next lifetime
For one another
I'll try to be here
As long as I got time
Crying in color
Look into the mirror like
Here we go again
You say that you honest
But you lying through your fucking teeth
Carry so much sadness
Cause you always pretend
How could you be everything
You say that you wanna be
You don't trust nobody
So you think you have no friends
Don't even want a wedding
Cause nobody will be in them seats
You knew from beginning
And you'll see it to the end
Research how to change
All the things that live inside of me
Weak ass boundaries
Inherited from your family
Hardly speak your truth
'Cause you have so much anxiety
So much shit that torments your mind
And kills your vibe
Now
Tried to make a happy song
But look what's in your eyes
Now
Loved you in the shadows
Used to call me pharoah
You cried so many times
That I hear it unprovoked
Loved you in the shadows
Call me by my name the right way
And I looked into your eyes
And knew hope
Like real love
Like true love
Like you waiting and waiting
For me wake up one day
Stop praying
For the things I'm not saying out loud
To say who I am and who I love
And finally do it prop
I'm begging you
Please see beneath my surface
I'll sabotage this shit
If I think you think I'm perfect
I think you're so damn worth
I think you're so deserving
I hate that I was hurting
I hate that you were hurting
Sometimes I look into your eyes
And see we the same person
How comforting the comfort is
While we do this unlearning
While the world is steady burning
Taking turns dancing in lava
Watch the soil flourish after
This is life and love and karma
This is disarming your armor
What's your calling
Who you calling on
I'm falling on a bed of yellow flowers
Broken hours
Knowing this is ours
Crying in color
Seeing each other
In the next lifetime
For one another
I'll try to be here
As long as I got time
