I Had a Dream That You Died

I had a dream that you died We're not the closest, but you're a friend of mine I woke up and realized It was my subconscious showing me what it would be like If this situation gets any more out of hand All of my sorta-friends would be like, "Woah, I kinda knew that guy" So I keep fighting each day against this avalanche I feel like a lava lamp, the way that I've been totally fucked by time I had a dream that you died Somehow made it about me I had a dream that you died Somehow made it about me And I had a dream that I saw A blue whale jump out of the water standing on the dock It took me back to Omaha For no reason other than the happiness I felt that so often seems lost And then I got to thinking how recently, a lot I've pondered suicide, but I could never do that to my mom So I keep fighting each day against this maelstrom I feel like a chia pet, the way my hair looks dumb and my heart is made of stone I had a dream that I saw A blue whale, I was happy I had a dream that I saw A blue whale, I was happy I had a dream that you died I had a dream that you died I had a dream that you died Somehow made it about me I had a dream that you died I had a dream that you died I had a dream that you died We're not the closest, but you're a friend of mine