Cold Hearted (feat. Wanginu)

I've been paralyzed in feeling Either I'm awake or dreaming If I can, I want to disappear But I'm demanded to still alive It's been a few years I got this way To have become a different person There is so much thing i've sacrificed Sense slowly has erased upon me I've tried so much solution But it always never solves this I broke the discomfort So myself can bear to pretend I'm holding on what i've been up to From anything that makes me feel cold I will keep stay away from everything So leave me, leave me alone I'm okay if you think so When in fact I just cover it up Cold hearted is the only I can rely So that I still, can feel alive What's the point of giving feelings To people who don't draw me closer? Remember back then when it was happening Nobody catches me when I was falling It's too late to heal me It's too late to save me now All these wounds have made me numb Lack of sense is the way I feel right now I don't wanna feel love anymore To avoid more disappointment That I can't hold and I don't deserve So I have nothing to believe now I'm holding on what i've been up to From anything that makes me feel cold I will keep stay away from everything So leave me, leave me alone I'm okay if you think it's so But actually I just cover it up Cold hearted is the only I can rely So that I still, can feel alive I'm holding on what i've been up to From anything that makes me feel cold I'm gonna stay away from yourself So leave me, leave me alone I'm okay if you think it's so But the truth is I just cover it up Cold hearted is the only I can rely So that I still, can feel alive