All I feel is the walls containing me
So restless I can never sleep
My thoughts are always racing
To find a sense of security
I know I can't continue to endure
This lifelong suffering
Please end this misery now
They always said time
Was the healer
I say they lied
Through their teeth
Sold my life away
Just to numb the pain
I can't turn away
Lost for eternity
Drowning in disdain
Can I start again
When I can't contain my own head
And I know that I should be grateful
For all the things that I have
But I always know that the mind
Has the power to distract
It's drowning me
In negative energy
The pressure that I carry
Forever consumes me
How will I ever find my way
When the world is broken just like me
Concealed from what means the most to me
I know I've always felt alone
Sold my life away
Just to numb the pain
I can't turn away
Lost for eternity
Drowning in disdain
Can I start again
When I can't contain my own head
After all the years that I've spent
Trying to build a life
I now realise
I was born for nothing
Born for nothing
