Worth It (feat. Hypertoxicated)

I'm just trying to make things better Worth the wait, I'm light as a feather Everytime, feeling the crash, but things are still fine Turn life into a dash Just so I can collect the cash Cool, collected Life perfected It's worth it Feelin' so free Thank God I can afford it Feelin' lost, I don't look for it I swung (yeah) For the fences so there'd be people in my mentions (mentions) Baggage heavier than whatever I'm benchin' (benchin') Need attention, lowkey depression Lost hope in the reflection Only feel good when I'm flexin' Things are different, they're lookin' brighter Feelin' lighter than the one I have Motivation, it has been halved But I try and push through it sometimes But I'm sick of drownin' (drownin') Need a change of my surroundings Feed the lies, forget myself Hate the cards that I was dealt Don't know what I just felt Hit my friends up for help, but no one's replying So I say I'm just trying to make things better Worth the wait, I'm light as a feather Everytime, feeling the crash, but things are still fine Turn life into a dash Just so I can collect the cash Cool, collected Life perfected It's all worth it Feelin' so free Thank God I can afford it Feelin' so lost, I don't look for it Ev-Everytime someone calls me "sunshine", I snicker (ha!) Sa-Say I'm happy-go-lucky, make you a thinker (wow) I-I-I-I'm happy that you're doing fine, that's all I want from you In that all this time, you found a better view (uh-huh) But really, I don't know how I've even helped (nah) In all of your lives, if I can't help myself (practice-practice) Yeah, I practice what I preach, but I don't know if it helps (helps) If every time I try, I just put my feelings on the shelf (shelf) So yeah, if you're good, maybe this façade is worth it (worth it) But I'm fakin' it, so what are we really earnin'? (What are we earnin'?) I remember all the times that you poked at my earnings (my earnings) I-I might not be great, but I collect myself just so you're learning I'm just trying to make things better (oh) Worth the wait, I'm light as a feather (ooh) Everytime, feeling the crash, but things are still fine (ooh) Turn life into a dash (mm) Just so I can collect the cash Cool, collected Life perfected It's all worth it Feelin' so free Thank God that I can afford it Feelin' so lost, I don't look for it