Toxic In You

I can take another hit, another hit Overdose 'til you make me sick, make me sick But you know I don't love the shame in my brain When I put you inside my veins But I can't take it anymore, anymore Will I ever even make it out the door? 'Cause all this fucking and fighting that I keep inviting Could lead me to my grave Now I'm self-medicating Because I love the pain Self-medicating I keep feeling like I'm not enough, not enough, not enough But I don't run away from you Knock me down and twist me up until I'm all fucked up But I don't run from you I guess I'll asphyxiate, let my heart break straight in two And now I'm turning blue Don't know what to do, I just love the toxic in you Breaking habits, never been my claim to fame My straight jacket, holds me tight, says, "I'm okay" And locked myself in prison, and then I threw away the key The fighting that I keep inviting could lead me to my grave I keep feeling like I'm not enough, not enough, not enough But I don't run away from you Knock me down and twist me up until I'm all fucked up But I don't run from you I guess I'll asphyxiate, let my heart break straight in two And now I'm turning blue Don't know what to do, I just love the toxic in you I can take another hit, another hit Overdose 'til you make me sick, make me sick But you know I don't love the shame in my brain When I put you inside my veins