Can't decide if the night is worse than the morning
When I'm reminded I can't do anything
Yeah I'm alive and I've still got something to live for
It's just that I don't have a reason to rise from the bed
And I'm trying not to feel
Like nothing really matters
And I'm trying not to fear
The end of all I know
And I'm trying not to feel
Like nothing really matters at all
Yeah at all
Guess if I had to find a silver lining
I pass the time finding new ways to be depressed
Spend every day that the sun's out nude in the garden
Coz I wanna be who decides if I'm free to be wild and when
All I know is
I'm trying not to feel
Like nothing really matters
And I'm trying not to fear
The end of all I know, know, know
And I'm trying not to feel
Like nothing really matters at all
Yeah at all
And I'm trying
I'm free, I'm free, I am, I am
I'm wild, I'm wild, I am, I am
Don't force, don't force my hand, my hand
Can't take from me what I won't give
I'm free, I'm free, I am, I am
I'm wild, I am
Don't force, don't force my hand, my hand
Can't take from me what I won't give
And you'll see what I mean
When the light is green
You won't see me
I'm not waiting for you to tell me
Coz I'm trying not to feel
Like nothing really matters
And I'm trying not to fear
The end of all I know
And I'm trying not to feel
Like nothing really matters at all
Yeah at all
I'm trying
Nothing really matters at all
And I'm trying
Nothing really matters at all
I'm trying
Nothing really matters at all
And I'm trying
Nothing really matters at all
