Calling You

I can't be with myself And all I am is just a mask, I play pretend That I'm okay but I'm alone in my descend I hear the wolves are at my door I take the pills so that I finally feel something I can't remember how I felt before I feel the weight when I'm alone I feel the weight of the world bearing on my chest Hours of lifeless staring at my phone Should I call you? Should I call you now? And I'm calling you 'Cause I can't be with myself in solitude I can't stand myself so I'm reaching out for help I'm a letdown, oh yeah But I don't want to go the way I am, I swеar I don't know what to do with myself I'm crawling down across the floor Searching for a way out of my lifе Because I know there must be more I'm feeling down, so lonely and depressed Searing pain, with a hole in my chest This is where my heart and happiness used to be I'm sinking deeper, so help me please I feel the weight when I'm alone I feel the weight of the world bearing on my chest Hours of lifeless staring at my phone Should I call you? Should I call you? And I'm calling you 'Cause I can't be with myself in solitude I can't stand myself so I'm reaching out for help I'm a letdown, oh yeah But I don't want to go the way I am, I swear I don't know what to do with myself Since you're gone, my life's not moving on I just can't let you go but you're never coming back, I know All the pain and sorrow Realising that I'm nothing without you I'm now drowning in grief Listening to the last message I received I'm still calling you Even though I know you're now in solitude I can't do this without you And I'm calling you 'Cause I can't be with myself in solitude I can't stand myself so I'm reaching out for help I'm a letdown, oh yeah But I don't want to go the way I am, I swear I don't know what to do with myself I'm a letdown, oh yeah I don't know what to do with myself I'm a letdown, I'm a letdown I don't know what to do with myself