Paralyzed

My inside's paralyzed For now, I lost a friend I hold too tight, don't ask me why (why) I can't watch how it ends (it ends) I keep running again To fall back at your feet I keeping running again (again) It's hollow where I sleep (I sleep, I sleep) Yeah, feelings are all disguised with fiction And add 'em behind these lines I've written Somehow I'm going in circles again Pretending's the only force, we slipping Off the edge, now I can't control As you watch out, fall to an all time low I crossed a ledge that I thought I'd own Guess it cost me what I need, I've lost it all Keep waiting while nothing ever happens I chase the memories of you, they flashing A chemical that cause chain reactions Only sad ones Fuck My inside's paralyzed For now, I lost a friend I hold too tight, don't ask me why (why) I can't watch how it ends (it ends) I keep running again To fall back at your feet I keeping running again It's hollow where I sleep (I sleep, I sleep) The pain that I feel only echoes (echoes) Sound of your heart like stilettos I tried moving on, couldn't settle I can't let go Now I got scars on my body where I bled For every night I spent inside your bed Thought that you would be the one with time But all I hear is everything you said And I-I-I, I'm going through it right now Don't ask me why-y-y Those are answers I still ain't found, so I just lie And keep waiting while nothing ever happens I chase the memories of you, they flashing A chemical that cause chain reactions Only sad ones Fuck My inside's paralyzed For now, I lost a friend I hold too tight, don't ask me why (why) I can't watch how it ends (it ends) I keep running again To fall back at your feet I keeping running again It's hollow where I sleep (I sleep, I sleep, I sleep, I sleep, I sleep) It's hollow where I sleep