Reasons

I'm always faded 'cause my brain won't let me get a second I need sedation to escape the thoughts my mind is thinking I'm so impatient, and I know I need to stop and listen I'm just afraid that I can't face the world without you in it I must be crazy, you just cause me pain and give no blessings Yeah, I'm insane, I let you slide while you just leave me stressing I'm in a state where I just coexist with my depression What will it take to finally say (I've learned my lesson?) A feeling that's in my bones There's secrets I'll never know Your mind is vacant in a place that is so nihilistic Locked in a cage, you masquerade around like you're the victim You cannot change, and I know fate has made up its decision I should erase you from the face of the world I exist in, yeah But I can't let go I'm just afraid that I can't face the world without you in it I can't get close I'm in a state where I just coexist with my depression A feeling that's in my bones There's secrets I'll never know Should leave, but I can't let go I'm weak and I'm losing hope There's reasons I can't get close (I can't get close) A feeling that's in my bones There's secrets I'll never know Should leave, but I can't let go (let go) I'm weak, and I'm losing hope (losing) There's reasons I can't get close (I can't get close)