How U Doin? . .

I'm drowning in my own tears Sometimes I wanna disappear Aye, Eyes too blurry take the wheel Oh I know, that life can seem so real I don't know if I can hang on Inhale exhale I'm far from gone How you doing up there it's been so long I don't know how you think I'm that strong Aye, sipping til my mental gets blurry I am not okay but don't worry Broken hearted Nigga wit some big dreams Put a smile on my face, life ain't what it seems I don't know what it means To feel alive inside Ghetto angels know I cry But I always try To see the brighter side I drink my liquor, pour me up cause I been dead inside One, more, cup, please Drinkin like fuck my kidneys God I know you hear me Please bring my bros right back to me I'm drowning in my own tears Sometimes I wanna disappear Aye, Eyes too blurry take the wheel Oh I know, that life can seem so real I don't know, if I can hang on Inhale exhale I'm far from gone How you doin up there it's been so long I don't know, how you think I'm that strong I been through hell i wanna know what heaven feels like I keep my brothers wit a smile like we gon be alright In this together, all we ever known was how to fight My Brothers died so young Know that I done lived a good life ... I'm drowning in my own tears Sometimes I wanna disappear Aye, Eyes too blurry take the wheel Oh I know, that life can seem so real I don't know, if I can hang on Inhale exhale I'm far from gone How you doin up there it's been so long I don't know, how you think I'm that strong