Desiderium

So many thoughts inside of my head So many months, I felt the same I need some rest, put some lead in my brain Everything will be alright when I lay in my grave Fucked up conscience, no emotions I don't wanna feel Smoke a ton of shit, I can't even tell what's real Life was perfect, then I lost it to a seal That I put on my heart, the one you said you'd steal Everybody changed on me just like the weather Then you left after you said that we would be forever I have lived by myself, I can do it again Just leave me alone, I don't wanna be saved I don't wanna be saved, I don't wanna be saved I don't wanna be saved, I don't wanna be saved I don't wanna be saved, I don't wanna be saved I don't wanna be saved, I don't wanna be saved So many thoughts inside of my head So many months, I felt the same I need some rest, put some lead in my brain Everything will be alright when I lay in my grave Fucked up conscience, no emotions I don't wanna feel Smoke a ton of shit, I can't even tell what's real Life was perfect, then I lost it to a seal That I put on my heart, the one you said you'd steal