So I keep it all a secret
The mountain that is heaping
The pressure that piling in
I'm falling to the deep end
You ask me how I'm feeling
Don't wanna be a burden
Don't wanna be the reason that you tell your freinds you're hurting
So if you bare with me a moment
Through the times I'm feeling hopeless
Through the times I look for motives
You'll find my deepest closures
You'll find how cold my soul is
The feels, I'm numb to all this
The pain I fed to Vultures
But damn, that pain is gorgeous
Damn, the pain is gorgeous
The feels, I'm numb to all this
The pain I fed to Vultures
But damn, the pain is gorgeous
See now I'm numb to all this
But now the pain is gorgeous
I hate the place I stay at
A house, but not a home, I hate that
No Mom at home to call my phone
And ask me where I been at
I'm all alone, the mic is on
And spill my guts to this pad
Then sing the song, and cry along
Cause I relate, and it's bad
It's the shit we take for granted
The love we take advantage
The food on plate
The money spent
That little shit that matters
The hugs you get from family
Won't last forever, sadly
