SPEZIAL

She said Before you go babe Dream a bad dream You live in ecstasy It's alright I'm alright It's alright But I'mma dream of his murder All I'm seein' is murder Oh-oh oh-oh Waiting on some special We can get high and tingle Waiting on somethin' special Maybe we need nothin' tomorrow No no This isn't what mighty wanted Practically pressured fore my hoe shit started Was a little kid Squid ink Notebook Drawing kid Hated reading Loved eating Loved TV It was easy Hated bullies No I didn't Like the way they treated me, they're pedigrees I'm a mutt, caught inside this little rut Why I can't retaliate I was never big enough Cocked at every single class, every day, every lunch So I found my way up Plotted in my days out Copped a little thingy and I kept it in my play house Now they never run a muck Now I get to eat my lunch Laughing at the system cause I broke you're diamond in the rough Somethin' special Something special Waiting on some special We can get high on tango Waitin on some special Maybe we need nothin' more Look at the blocks, look at the shops Look at the rug Where do you go? Look at the clock Lookin' for control Isn't it beautiful? Isn't it complex? Livin' in grey space Go home, no destination, I'm disconnectin my soul I'm trynna reconnect with myself I don't know what I think is worse Could it be that I hate myself? Could it be that I miss the suds like On a soda Pistol at the cobra Feel myself slippin, I'll forgive him when it's over Waiting on some special We can get high on tango Waiting on some special Maybe we need nothin tomorrow