Gloom

Emptiness pulls me in like a black hole Like a ghost, I'm a stranger in my skin Time unravels, unveils what's held inside Wounds on display, I can't escape or hide Self infliction, parasitic oversight Can't defend against this blind spot Dwelling in the corners of my mind (Of my mind) It's taking over what's left of me Endlessly wasting my life away Just show me the person I used to be Slowly spiraling I'm not the same Try to resurface, to feel again Am I lost to this cycle that has no ending? This emptiness draws me in as it drifts within Why should I fight if I can give it all up instead? I'm just a lost cause but I'm better for it A mind so fragile, broken and withered down As I reach the edge, a pill I can't swallow Reveal the harbinger I'm letting go cause it's easier The final words of a coward but I'm free now It's taking over what's left of me (What's left of me) Endlessly wasting my life away Just show me the person I used to be Slowly spiraling I'm not the same Try to resurface, to feel again Am I lost to this cycle that has no ending? My final plea I'm fighting through illusions of broken dreams Inside my mind is a prison and I've lost the key (Self destruct) Buried Carry this weight alone I disintegrate Fading Feeling my soul wear thin, it's too much for me Silence Sealing all hope within, threw it all away Endless Now I am left abandoned