I'm alone and at my worst
Playing three different roles and I can't keep it up anymore
My boyfriend never calls me first
But I still think he loves me, he probably just doesn't mean it
Now I'm tossing and turning to sleep in my bed
And I can't help but think of the outcomes when you're
At the party and I'm all alone 3,000 miles away (3,000)
Maybe I trust you but maybe I don't
I'm too hypocritical, sorry I won't
Just shut my damn mouth, I can't help but think of you all day (think of you)
Why'd you have to throw the party without me?
Now I'm on the East Coast where it's so lonely
I don't wanna blame you, missed me by a day
Could you just not have waited 24 hours
Why'd you have to the party without me?
So fuck the party without me
Fuck, I've got it bad, I've got a case of FOMO
On my own damn tour, wishing I was back at home
And the funniest part is that most of my friends
Forgot to buy tickets to my shows
But I forgive them, I miss 'em, I don't think they miss me as much
I'm naïve, and I wish they would just give a fuck about me
Wish they were there for me
Now I'm tossing and turning to sleep in my bed
And I can't help but think of the outcomes when you're
At the party and I'm all alone 3,000 miles away (3,000)
Why'd you have to throw the party without me?
Now I'm on the East Coast where it's so lonely
I don't wanna blame you, missed me by a day
Could you just not have waited 24 hours?
Why'd you have to the party without me?
So fuck the party without me
