Scared to Die

Silhouettes, can't forget All the fears I'm scared to find Wish I could fuck the rest, make a mess No regrets, just live my life But my car just got smashed up, post-traumatic from pileups How am I supposed to pretend I'm fine? With all these silhouettes, can't forget All the fears that live in my mind Anxiety, got me in a headlock Holdin' me, slippin' into shell shock Hard to breathe, I don't know how to get out I'm paranoid, and I'm paralyzed, scared of the outside Guess I'm just scared to die Caught up in my head, safer in my bed Lookin' for a place to hide Damn, I hate the thought of not having control And I don't really know how to let it all go Think I'm 'bout to capsize, scared of the outside Guess I'm just scared to die, I'm scared to die Trepidate, can't escape No matter how hard I try I just suffocate my mistakes 'Til the day I run out of time 'Cause I'm scared to drink too much, 'round boys with no wisdom How am I supposed to pretend I'm fine? I, trepidate, can't escape All the fears that I wish would die Anxiety got me in a headlock Holdin' me, slippin' into shell shock Hard to breathe, I don't know how to get out I'm paranoid, and I'm paralyzed, scared of the outside Guess I'm just scared to die Caught up in my head, safer in my bed Lookin' for a place to hide Damn, I hate the thought of not havin' control And I don't really know how to let it all go Think I'm 'bout to capsize, scared of the outside Guess I'm just scared to die, I'm scared to die Scared to die Scared to die I'm just scared to die Scared to die I'm paranoid, and I'm paralyzed, scared of the outside Guess I'm just scared to die (scared to die) Caught up in my head, safer in my bed Lookin' for a place to hide Damn, I hate the thought of not havin' control And I don't really know how to let it all go Think I'm 'bout to capsize, scared of the outside Guess I'm just scared to die, I'm scared to die I'm scared to die I'm scared to die Anxiety, got me in a headlock Holdin' me (I'm scared to die), slippin' into shell shock Hard to breathe, I don't know how to get out I'm scared to die, yeah